Majiwaru jikan jou ni nai ruisen magaru kairaku Hakisuteru ai do o te ni netami to tsunaideru Utsuri ki ni shiteru hodo mienai soui Kachikan no rensa o tomeru furii kidori no batsu
[Pre-Chorus] Gravity-wall kuchidzuke o
[Chorus 1] I'm screaming something to you Whatever, something to me Zureta kotae o doketa saki dake ga I'm screaming something to you Whatever, something to me Karamatteru hadashi demo kakeru Now I don't know what I really want I still don't know how to escape from this beautiful trap Don't know what I really want I still don't know how to escape from this dangerous trap
[Verse 2] Muda na risouzou egaki hankyou sagashi kaidoku Totte tsukeru seikouhou ni kazaru mirai ga taoreru Hi ni ataraseru hodo kogeta seigi Kiri nai sontoku hazuseba te ni toreta koe
[Pre-Chorus] I know you're craving for my blood
[Chorus 2] I'm screaming something to you Whatever, something to me But everybody can't hear. Pay attention to me! I'm screaming something to you Whatever, something to me Everybody can't hear. Pay attention to me! Now I don't know what I really want I still don't know how to escape from this beautiful trap Don't know what I really want I still don't know how to escape from this dangerous trap
[Chorus 1] I'm screaming something to you Whatever, something to me Zureta kotae o doketa saki dake ga I'm screaming something to you Whatever, something to me Karamatteru hadashi demo kakeru Now I don't know what I really want I still don't know how to escape from this beautiful trap Don't know what I really want I still don't know how to escape from this dangerous trap
[Verse 3] Break your stereo days Sora hodoita taiyou to hane no shiro ga Brave invisible world Nakushita irotachi o terasu Break your stereo days Whatever they say, you'll never stop to believe in yourself Brave invisible world You know that it's true You can find the new way
I'm screaming something to you but everybody can't hear.
How much further till I walk to the moon? How many cold nights do I need to spend? How many times do I need to say goodbye? My eyes will be completely dried up It will continue even after a thousand years That's how I thought But it completely filled this void What is this feeling?
A new wind will bring Spring Ah, where the wind blows is where I should return to It won't change How hot the summer is, or gold fish When the fireworks disappear, let's count the stars all night Trees fading their colors, fingers that are ice cold, fires of the days we spent together So that they won't disappear in the piling snow, let's leave some marks behind
A piece of paper I reached for the door Only one "yes", or a tiny rock Something small like that can change your world
It's simple A "Good morning" everyday See the blue ocean like a movie in the summer Learning where you are from We layers the moments, like a film We reshoot over and over Rather than fading or adding colors, the scenery where you are is more vibrant It's ok if it was an instinct or sudden I just thought like that, without any hesitations I was asked if I can be trusted That's a simple question I've been thinking about it, whenever That voice follows me around And pushing me forward I see, this feeling is love
It's simple A "Good morning" everyday See the blue ocean like a movie in the summer Learning where you are far We layers the moments, like a film We reshoot over and over Rather than fading or adding colors, the scenery where you are is more vibrant
I hope the two fingers we reached over a fire of a thousand years ago Are still shining after a thousand years later over there "I don't mind believing", I think I heard that I looked up at the round moon It was always shining down the world I see, this feeling is love
Wanna believe, wanna believe That you don't have a bad bone in your body But the bruises on your ego make you go wild, wild, wild, yeah Wanna believe, wanna believe That even when you're stone cold, you're sorry Tell me why you gotta be so out of your mind, yeah I know you're chokin' on your fears Already told you I'm right here I will stay by your side every night I don't know why you hide from the one And close your eyes to the one Mess up and lie to the one that you love When you know you can cry to the one Always confide in the one You can be kind to the one that you love Ah I know you need, I know you need The upper hand even when we aren't fighting 'Cause in the past, you had to prepare every time, yeah Don't wanna leave, don't wanna leave But if you're gonna fight then do it for me I know you're built to love, but broken now, so just try, yeah I know you're chokin' on your fears Already told you, I'm right here I will stay by your side every night I don't know why you hide from the one And close your eyes to the one Mess up and lie to the one that you love When you know you can cry to the one Always confide in the one You can be kind to the one that you love Ah I know it's hard for you, but it's not fair Going sick in the head tryna get you there And I know it's hard for you, but it's not fair It's not fair I don't know why you hide from the one And close your eyes to the one Mess up and lie to the one that you love When you know you can cry to the one Always confide in the one You can be kind to the one that you love Ah Ah When you know you can cry to the one Always confide in the one You can be kind to the one that you love Ah
Hey mom, I know We're getting old And the lines on our hands have changed But you still look at me the same Hey Mom, guess what? You're really tough And I know you did all you could Just to make sure my life was good Sorry for the fights and the tone of my voice Sorry for the nights when I made the wrong choice Life is flying by and it's hitting me now I hope it's not but If this is the last time please come close I love you with all my heart, you know I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye If this is the last time Then let's do the things we always do Like go to the mall and buy some shoes I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye If this is the last time Hey dad, what's up? Miss you so much Yeah, the shade of your hair is changed But I look up to you the same Taught me how to fish, taught me how to ride a bike Taught me how to love, how to treat a woman right Life is flying by and it's hitting me now I hope it's not but If this is the last time please come close I love you with all my heart, you know I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye If this is the last time Then let's do the things we always do Like go for a drive or watch the news I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye If this is the last time Hey you, sit back Don't go so fast If this is the last time please come close I love you with all my heart, you know I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye If this is the last time So let's do the things we always do Or maybe we try something brand new I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye If this is the last time If this is the last time If this is the last time Oh If this is the last time If this is the last time If this is the last time Oh If this is the last time
Secret War Journal[31 December 2017]
It is amazing how fast time passes when you are occupied with things to do. One moment, you are setting goals for the year 2017, and poof, I am now writing a post to conclude the year 2017. Wow.
Despite how fast one may feel time may have passed, it is undeniable that this year is as eventful as 2016, if not more.
For 2017, I would say the lesson to take away will be
Know what you want, strive for what you want.
This is especially important as I enter my final year in NTU. With graduation near the corner, I am sure many of my peers will be also be thinking what they want to do after graduation.
I remember when I first decided to take on the double degree programme in NTU, my initial aspiration was to work in a bank. After the first semester, that narrowed to an Investment Bank. Since then, my aspirations have since changed to being in a tech firm. I will talk more about that in details but first...
I would like you to introduce someone important to me to you all. For most of you, this is pretty old news already.
Ta-da! A sheep enjoying his unicorn float!
Okay, I kid. I meant my girlfriend, Joan. :)
That's her natural state - sleeping. HAHAHAS! :p
She is probably the best thing that happened to me for the last 1 year. I found a life companion to my rants and random angst. (Oops)
*Psst don't tell her that or else she runs away* o.O
Should've stayed, were there signs, I ignored?
Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore?
We saw brilliance, when the world, was asleep
There are things that we can have, but can't keep
If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
The reminders, pull the floor from your feet
In the kitchen, one more chair than you need, oh
And you're angry, and you should be, it's not fair
Just 'cause you can't see it, doesn't mean it, isn't there
If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
Well I do
Thank you for being our companion during our dark days.
Breathing you in when I want you out
Finding our truth in a hope of doubt
Lying inside our quiet drama
Wearing your heart like a stolen dream
Opening skies with your broken keys
No one can blind us any longer
We'll run where lights won't chase us
Hide where love can save us
I will never let you go
We'll run where lights won't chase us
Hide where love can save us
I will never let you go
Wearing your heart like a stolen dream
Opening skies with your broken keys
No one can blind us any longer
We'll run where lights won't chase us
Hide where love can save us
I will never let you go
We'll run where lights won't chase us
Hide where love can save us
I will never let you go
We'll run
We'll run
We'll run
Raise up a cup up for all my day ones
Two middle fingers for the haters
Life's only getting greater
Straight up from nothing we go
Higher than the highest skyscraper
No Little League, we major
The proof is in the paper
We put the good in the good in the good life
We put the good in the good in the good life
We put the bad in the past, now we alright (Eazy)
Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy (Kehlani, I got you)
Ayy, yeah
And it's a feelin' that I can't explain
How you make it and your team still stay the same
Stay down from the jump and they never change
Man, this a moment I could never trade, yeah
I told my moms not to stress no more
Go hit the Bentley store and no credit card debts no more (Love you mom)
I bought the crib and it's in escrow now
So you don't ever have to worry about how you gon' pay rent no more
I put my team in position, now they makin' a killin'
Stackin' blue faces straight to the ceilin'
Out in Vegas I'm with 'em
Orderin' bottles of that Ace when they send 'em
'Til there ain't enough space up on the table to fit 'em
Go ahead and
Raise up a cup up for all my day ones
Two middle fingers for the haters
Life's only getting greater
Straight up from nothing we go
Higher than the highest skyscraper
No Little League, we major
The proof is in the paper
We put the good in the good in the good life (The good life)
We put the good in the good in the good life (I said the good life)
We put the bad in the past, now we alright (We alright)
Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy
Ayy, yeah
Pour some Clicquot in a glass, have a toast to success
No lookin' back from here, no more bein' broke and distressed
I put my heart into this game like I opened my chest
We only pray for more M's while you hope for the best
We make these plays, man I'm finessin' these checks
Time's up for everybody, I'm collectin' on debts
And I swear this champagne just tastes better on jets
I'm just out here bein' great, man, this as real as it gets
I put my team in position, now they makin' a killin'
Stackin' blue faces straight to the ceilin'
Out in Vegas I'm with 'em
Orderin' bottles of that Ace when they send 'em
'Til there ain't enough space up on the table to fit 'em
Go ahead and
Raise up a cup up for all my day ones
Two middle fingers for the haters
Life's only getting greater
Straight up from nothing we go
Higher than the highest skyscraper
No Little League, we major (Yeah)
The proof is in the paper (You know)
We put the good in the good in the good life (The good life)
We put the good in the good in the good life (I said the good life)
We put the bad in the past, now we alright (We alright)
Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy
Ayy
Damn right, from the bottom we rise
So high, now we cover sky lights
We're building an empire
We owe it all to each other
Just look at us right now, destined
We're so good right now, legend
Here's to you and I
Raise 'em to the sky
We put the good in the good in the good life
We put the good in the good in the good life
We put the bad in the past, now we alright
Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy
We put the good in the good in the good life (The good life)
We put the good in the good in the good life (I said the good life)
We put the bad in the past, now we alright (We alright)
Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy
Ayy
The good life
