Secret War Journal[20 February 2012]
I am not really sure what is wrong with me.
You see, the problem with me was that I always had trouble finding motivation to proceeding with the second phase of projects. I finding that an irritating flaw of mine. Yes, for work I can follow through but for personal projects, I really find myself grabbing invisible threads just to continue on my timeline for the project. It's exasperating.
Maybe one day, someone could provide me with a solution...
I am not really sure what is wrong with me.
You see, the problem with me was that I always had trouble finding motivation to proceeding with the second phase of projects. I finding that an irritating flaw of mine. Yes, for work I can follow through but for personal projects, I really find myself grabbing invisible threads just to continue on my timeline for the project. It's exasperating.
Maybe one day, someone could provide me with a solution...
Isn't it strange?
My whole purpose all along was to have my friends make more friends, then I can retire and disappear.
Why? Why am I finding so much difficulty with achieving it?
Had I grown too attached? Is that not itself a weakness?
Conclusion? I spent too much time with humans.
"A successful man is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks others have thrown at him." - David Brinkley
