Any Love of Any Kind feat. Bryce Dessner
Keep calm and we shall ascend
Within Oneself
Never give up
Shadow
Tell me that you hate me
Yeah, I heard it all before
There is a life here for the taking
Is it mine or is it yours?
All I am is what you make me
You're on both sides of the war
It's not the devil that you're facing
It's just your shadow on the floor
Solitude
The 7 Feminine Archetypes Test
The Maiden
You are an intuitive and creative person with a positive, hopeful outlook on life. Maybe you are still finding yourself, but you have great potential to blossom - there is a lot of hidden strength in you. Your playful spirit and thoughtful attention light up the lives of those around you.
The Maiden Archetype, also known as the Innocent, is unspoiled as much as she is ready to grow. If you have a strong desire to do what is right and appreciate harmony and simple joys, the Maiden might be your Feminine Archetype. With her innocent and almost childlike qualities, she is often embodied by women at the beginning of their lives – but the Maiden Archetype can also be present in mature women who have found their personal strengths but kept the goodness of their hearts.
Common Characteristics of the Maiden Archetype
The Maiden may seem like a simple archetype (and one many people don‘t want to call their own at first) but there is a lot more to her than one might think. Let‘s start with an overview of a few common traits of the Maiden Archetype:
| Deepest desire: | harmony |
| Goal: | to live a happy life, make the world a better place |
| Deepest fear: | being judged negatively by others, being abandoned |
| Signature move: | doing what is right and staying optimistic |
| Hidden talent: | heart-melting sweetness |
The Maiden Archetype is the embodiment of youth and innocence: She is still strongly connected to her inner child, good-hearted and capable to see the world with new eyes every day.
Her innocence is wonderfully endearing to those around her and behind her sometimes shy appearance, a character full of flavorful nuances is to be discovered. If you are an archetypal Maiden, your playfulness and creativity can light up a room – and you might not even be aware of it.The Maiden is highly sensitive and empathetic and strongly believes in the good in people. If she has been hurt in the past, she may develop protective mechanisms to shield her from emotional pain, but underneath it, that core belief in the good is still there.
If your feminine energy is equivalent to the Maiden Archetype, you are likely to have high levels of optimism and faith. The Maiden moves through life intuitively and has a special talent for appreciating the little wonders of everyday life which gives her a special sweetness that can absolutely melt hearts.
She is motivated to always keep harmony with those around her and, sometimes also out of fear of offending others, always tries her best to do the right thing. Helping others makes her feel good.
The Maiden Archetype is highly receptive and open to learning. Being somewhat of an unwritten page, she is great at adapting. She can be fertile soil for personal growth, especially when challenged.
Even though the Maiden is often yet to find herself, she carries more strength than she is aware of.
The Maiden Archetype‘s Shadow and Weaknesses
While her sweet character carries many personal strengths, there are also a few potential pitfalls the Maiden has to be aware of. So let‘s have a look at the shadow of the Maiden Archetype.
If you‘ve never heard of "the shadow“, it is a psychological term coined by Carl Jung and represents the dark side of the human psyche. It encompasses repressed areas of the self and is deeply connected to shame and hidden desires. Shadow integration allows you to become conscious of this part of yourself and make peace with it.
The Maiden‘s innocent outlook on the world can lead her to remain in the position of a passive bystander. She might rather spend her life daydreaming than stepping into action and taking control of her life.
This, in turn, makes her susceptible to victim mentality. She needs to learn how to take responsibility and believe in her own power to be the creator of her life instead of wallowing in negativity. Remember, no one is coming to your rescue.
If she is not quite ready to step into her fullest potential yet, she can come across as shy and insecure and is easily manipulated.
Since the Maiden Archetype is trying so hard to do things right, she also can be quite a perfectionist and have a hard time forgiving herself mistakes. Out of fear of being rejected or abandoned, the Maiden has strong tendencies to always play the role of the "good girl“ and may display people-pleasing or clingy behavior.
For this reason, it is essential for the Maiden Archetype to get to know herself better and figure out her own strengths and aspirations. Setting simple goals and achieving them can give her a lot more self-confidence and a feeling of power over her own life.
Becoming aware of the Maiden Archetype‘s shadow is the first step towards changing it. Despite immaturity being a common theme, it is well possible to evolve into a mature version of this archetype.
The 7 Feminine Archetypes are: The Mother, the Maiden, the Huntress, the Mystic, the Sage, the Queen and the Lover.
Myers-Briggs Type Indicator 2023
Introduction
It can be lonely at the top. As one of the rarest personality types – and one of the most capable – Architects (INTJs) know this all too well. Rational and quick-witted, Architects pride themselves on their ability to think for themselves, not to mention their uncanny knack for seeing right through phoniness and hypocrisy. But because their minds are never at rest, Architects may struggle to find people who can keep up with their nonstop analysis of everything around them.“Thought constitutes the greatness of man. Man is a reed, the feeblest thing in nature, but he is a thinking reed.”
Nobody but me
Never done
ないない
愛のない 答え ドールみたい
自分 不在 どこにもいない
ない じゃない
曖昧な愛 色のない愛
期待 以外 他人事みたい
お影様 どちら様
応え様々
何者でもないまま
何にもできないまま
生きるのは無駄ですか?
悪いことですか?
ここにいない いない いないのは
自分 自分
誰も見ない 見ない 見ないまま
掃き捨ててさようなら
嬉しくない 悲しくもない
透明な気分
足りない自分 合わす顔もない
(ない)ない(ない)
笑えないじゃない?
灰じゃない 遺愛としてもう一回
平穏 支配 期待できたい
いやいやな汚れでさえ
手回しはない
ここにいたい いたい いたいのも
自分 自分
味は苦い 苦い 苦いまま
当て所なくさよなら
帰らない 行く先もない
迷子な気分
間違えてない まだ分からない
(ない)ない(ない)
どうだっていいじゃない?…
Gravity Wall
Hakisuteru ai do o te ni netami to tsunaideru
Utsuri ki ni shiteru hodo mienai soui
Kachikan no rensa o tomeru furii kidori no batsu
[Pre-Chorus]
Gravity-wall kuchidzuke o
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
Zureta kotae o doketa saki dake ga
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
Karamatteru hadashi demo kakeru
Now I don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this beautiful trap
Don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this dangerous trap
[Verse 2]
Muda na risouzou egaki hankyou sagashi kaidoku
Totte tsukeru seikouhou ni kazaru mirai ga taoreru
Hi ni ataraseru hodo kogeta seigi
Kiri nai sontoku hazuseba te ni toreta koe
[Pre-Chorus]
I know you're craving for my blood
[Chorus 2]
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
But everybody can't hear. Pay attention to me!
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
Everybody can't hear. Pay attention to me!
Now I don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this beautiful trap
Don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this dangerous trap
[Chorus 1]
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
Zureta kotae o doketa saki dake ga
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
Karamatteru hadashi demo kakeru
Now I don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this beautiful trap
Don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this dangerous trap
[Verse 3]
Break your stereo days
Sora hodoita taiyou to hane no shiro ga
Brave invisible world
Nakushita irotachi o terasu
Break your stereo days
Whatever they say, you'll never stop to believe in yourself
Brave invisible world
You know that it's true
You can find the new way
I'm screaming something to you but everybody can't hear.
Fly me to the Moon
Lyrics
How many cold nights do I need to spend?
How many times do I need to say goodbye?
My eyes will be completely dried up
It will continue even after a thousand years
That's how I thought
But it completely filled this void
What is this feeling?
A new wind will bring Spring
Ah, where the wind blows is where I should return to
It won't change
How hot the summer is, or gold fish
When the fireworks disappear, let's count the stars all night
Trees fading their colors, fingers that are ice cold, fires of the days we spent together
So that they won't disappear in the piling snow, let's leave some marks behind
A piece of paper
I reached for the door
Only one "yes", or a tiny rock
Something small like that can change your world
It's simple
A "Good morning" everyday
See the blue ocean like a movie in the summer
Learning where you are from
We layers the moments, like a film
We reshoot over and over
Rather than fading or adding colors, the scenery where you are is more vibrant
It's ok if it was an instinct or sudden
I just thought like that, without any hesitations
I was asked if I can be trusted
That's a simple question
I've been thinking about it, whenever
That voice follows me around
And pushing me forward
I see, this feeling is love
It's simple
A "Good morning" everyday
See the blue ocean like a movie in the summer
Learning where you are far
We layers the moments, like a film
We reshoot over and over
Rather than fading or adding colors, the scenery where you are is more vibrant
I hope the two fingers we reached over a fire of a thousand years ago
Are still shining after a thousand years later over there
"I don't mind believing", I think I heard that
I looked up at the round moon
It was always shining down the world
I see, this feeling is love
Source: https://www.animesonglyrics.com/tonikaku-kawaii/koi-no-uta
Be Kind
Wanna believe, wanna believe
That you don't have a bad bone in your body
But the bruises on your ego make you go wild, wild, wild, yeah
Wanna believe, wanna believe
That even when you're stone cold, you're sorry
Tell me why you gotta be so out of your mind, yeah
I know you're chokin' on your fears
Already told you I'm right here
I will stay by your side every night
I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah
I know you need, I know you need
The upper hand even when we aren't fighting
'Cause in the past, you had to prepare every time, yeah
Don't wanna leave, don't wanna leave
But if you're gonna fight then do it for me
I know you're built to love, but broken now, so just try, yeah
I know you're chokin' on your fears
Already told you, I'm right here
I will stay by your side every night
I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah
I know it's hard for you, but it's not fair
Going sick in the head tryna get you there
And I know it's hard for you, but it's not fair
It's not fair
I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah
Ah
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah
It's all good and rosy
If this is the last time
We're getting old
And the lines on our hands have changed
But you still look at me the same
Hey Mom, guess what?
You're really tough
And I know you did all you could
Just to make sure my life was good
Sorry for the fights and the tone of my voice
Sorry for the nights when I made the wrong choice
Life is flying by and it's hitting me now
I hope it's not but
If this is the last time please come close
I love you with all my heart, you know
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
Then let's do the things we always do
Like go to the mall and buy some shoes
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
Hey dad, what's up?
Miss you so much
Yeah, the shade of your hair is changed
But I look up to you the same
Taught me how to fish, taught me how to ride a bike
Taught me how to love, how to treat a woman right
Life is flying by and it's hitting me now
I hope it's not but
If this is the last time please come close
I love you with all my heart, you know
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
Then let's do the things we always do
Like go for a drive or watch the news
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
Hey you, sit back
Don't go so fast
If this is the last time please come close
I love you with all my heart, you know
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
So let's do the things we always do
Or maybe we try something brand new
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
If this is the last time
If this is the last time
Oh
If this is the last time
If this is the last time
If this is the last time
Oh
If this is the last time
2020: Perfect Vision
New year, new decade, time for perfect vision!
Goals:
Get AWS Solutions Architect Certification- Get driving license
- Pass IPPT (as usual)
- Get promoted
- Read finish the book that I had been reading for the longest time
- Blog more (Yes please)
- Clear backlog for Instagram (Everything is in backlog, orz)
Just walk on water
“Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith.” - Steve Jobs
The Ocean
Be the guiding light for someone :)
“People who are unable to motivate themselves must be content with
mediocrity no matter how impressive their other talents.” - Andrew Carnegie


