Nobody but me

Secret War Journal[18 July 2021]

Tried for weeks

nothing will losen the grip you hold

I’m learning your ways

oh you love keeping me on my toes

cuz theres no light

now there’s no sound

I guess I’ll howl alone

and you were light

now there’s no us

so who’ve we got to hold?

cuz there ain’t nobody, body

that’ll look at you all night

completely satisfied

and who won’t give the fight

nobody, baby

that will lay upon your chest

that’s giving you the best

no

ain’t nobody, body

that’ll look at you all night

completely satisfied

and who won’t give the fight

no body, baby

will lay upon your chest

that’s giving you the best

no

There ain’t nobody

we’re undone

both of us stubborn like a stone

taking a run

but something in me wants to crawl back home

cuz there’s no light

now there’s no sound

I guess I’ll howl alone

and you were light

now there’s no us

so who’ve we got to hold?

cuz there ain’t nobody, body

that’ll look at you all night

completely satisfied

and who won’t give the fight

nobody, baby

will lay upon your chest

that’s giving you the best

no

ain’t nobody, body

that’ll look at you all night

completely satisfied

and who won’t give the fight

nobody, baby

will lay upon your chest

that’s giving you the best

no

There ain’t nobody

We’re undone

We’re undone

cuz there ain’t nobody, body

that’ll look at you all night

completely satisfied

and who won’t give the fight

nobody, baby

will lay upon your chest

that’s giving you the best

no

ain’t nobody, body

that’ll look at you all night

completely satisfied

and who won’t give the fight

nobody, baby

will lay upon your chest

that’s giving you the best

no

There ain’t nobody

Never done

Secret War Journal[12 July 2021]

always do it on my own so I gotta get through it

and the only thing I know is to love what I’m doing

never give up never slow til I finally prove it

never listen to the No’s i just wanna keep moving

keep my head up when I act

head up that’s a fact

never looking back 

ima keep myself on track

keep my head up staying strong

always moving on

feel I don’t belong

tell my thoughts to move along

push myself to be the best

die with no regrets

live with every breath

see my message start to spread

and I had so many dreams

then you hit your teens

life ain’t really what it seems 

try to find out what it means

always do it on my own so I gotta get through it

and the only thing I know is to love what I’m doing

never give up never slow til I finally prove it

never listen to the No’s i just wanna keep moving

yea I put out all this art, its my only medicine yea

everything I do, im just being genuine 

I’m sick of being screwed, feel my own adrenaline

yea i do just what I do, and I hope you let me in let me in yea

I’m grateful 

oh yea

able

oh yea

I’m stable

oh yea

no label

oh yea

u know me

I have

only

a path

I’m lonely 

but damn

I’m going

to win

I don’t want no fake love

I want the real stuff

everybody listen up

cuz I’ll only say it once

I’m gon show you all the path

if you want it bad

I’m gon show you where it’s at 

yea how you can get it back

yea cuz I ain’t never done

I’ll be number one

working hella hard until I get just what I want

yea rise just like the sun

yea fatal like a gun

shooters gonna shoot and Im gon shoot until I’ve won

always do it on my own so I gotta get through it

and the only thing I know is to love what I’m doing

never give up never slow til I finally prove it

never listen to the No’s i just wanna keep moving

yea I put out all this art, its my only medicine yea

everything I do, im just being genuine 

I’m sick of being screwed, feel my own adrenaline

yea i do just what I do, and I hope you let me in let me in yea

I’m grateful 

oh yea

able

oh yea

I’m stable

oh yea

no label

oh yea

u know me

I have

only

a path

I’m lonely 

but damn

I’m going

to win

ないない

Secret War Journal[27 May 2021]

 

灰のない 深い 影ばかり
愛のない 答え ドールみたい
自分 不在 どこにもいない
ない じゃない
曖昧な愛 色のない愛
期待 以外 他人事みたい
お影様 どちら様
応え様々
何者でもないまま
何にもできないまま
生きるのは無駄ですか？
悪いことですか？
ここにいない いない いないのは
自分 自分
誰も見ない 見ない 見ないまま
掃き捨ててさようなら
嬉しくない 悲しくもない
透明な気分
足りない自分 合わす顔もない
（ない）ない（ない）
笑えないじゃない？
灰じゃない 遺愛としてもう一回
平穏 支配 期待できたい
いやいやな汚れでさえ
手回しはない
ここにいたい いたい いたいのも
自分 自分
味は苦い 苦い 苦いまま
当て所なくさよなら
帰らない 行く先もない
迷子な気分
間違えてない まだ分からない
（ない）ない（ない）
どうだっていいじゃない？…

Gravity Wall

Secret War Journal[2 March 2021]
 

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Majiwaru jikan jou ni nai ruisen magaru kairaku
Hakisuteru ai do o te ni netami to tsunaideru
Utsuri ki ni shiteru hodo mienai soui
Kachikan no rensa o tomeru furii kidori no batsu

[Pre-Chorus]
Gravity-wall kuchidzuke o

[Chorus 1]
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
Zureta kotae o doketa saki dake ga
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
Karamatteru hadashi demo kakeru
Now I don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this beautiful trap
Don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this dangerous trap

[Verse 2]
Muda na risouzou egaki hankyou sagashi kaidoku
Totte tsukeru seikouhou ni kazaru mirai ga taoreru
Hi ni ataraseru hodo kogeta seigi
Kiri nai sontoku hazuseba te ni toreta koe

[Pre-Chorus]
I know you're craving for my blood

[Chorus 2]
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
But everybody can't hear. Pay attention to me!
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
Everybody can't hear. Pay attention to me!
Now I don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this beautiful trap
Don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this dangerous trap

[Chorus 1]
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
Zureta kotae o doketa saki dake ga
I'm screaming something to you
Whatever, something to me
Karamatteru hadashi demo kakeru
Now I don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this beautiful trap
Don't know what I really want
I still don't know how to escape from this dangerous trap

[Verse 3]
Break your stereo days
Sora hodoita taiyou to hane no shiro ga
Brave invisible world
Nakushita irotachi o terasu
Break your stereo days
Whatever they say, you'll never stop to believe in yourself
Brave invisible world
You know that it's true
You can find the new way

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I'm screaming something to you but everybody can't hear.