Fly me to the Moon

Thursday, December 3, 2020
Secret War Journal[3rd December 2020]

Lyrics
How much further till I walk to the moon?
How many cold nights do I need to spend?
How many times do I need to say goodbye?
My eyes will be completely dried up
It will continue even after a thousand years
That's how I thought
But it completely filled this void
What is this feeling?

A new wind will bring Spring
Ah, where the wind blows is where I should return to
It won't change
How hot the summer is, or gold fish
When the fireworks disappear, let's count the stars all night
Trees fading their colors, fingers that are ice cold, fires of the days we spent together
So that they won't disappear in the piling snow, let's leave some marks behind

A piece of paper
I reached for the door
Only one "yes", or a tiny rock
Something small like that can change your world

It's simple
A "Good morning" everyday
See the blue ocean like a movie in the summer
Learning where you are from
We layers the moments, like a film
We reshoot over and over
Rather than fading or adding colors, the scenery where you are is more vibrant
It's ok if it was an instinct or sudden
I just thought like that, without any hesitations
I was asked if I can be trusted
That's a simple question
I've been thinking about it, whenever
That voice follows me around
And pushing me forward
I see, this feeling is love

It's simple
A "Good morning" everyday
See the blue ocean like a movie in the summer
Learning where you are far
We layers the moments, like a film
We reshoot over and over
Rather than fading or adding colors, the scenery where you are is more vibrant

I hope the two fingers we reached over a fire of a thousand years ago
Are still shining after a thousand years later over there
"I don't mind believing", I think I heard that
I looked up at the round moon
It was always shining down the world
I see, this feeling is love

Source: https://www.animesonglyrics.com/tonikaku-kawaii/koi-no-uta

absconditus aspectu

Thursday, August 20, 2020
Secret War Journal[20 August 2020]
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Be Kind

Wednesday, July 22, 2020
Secret War Journal[22 July 2020]



Wanna believe, wanna believe
That you don't have a bad bone in your body
But the bruises on your ego make you go wild, wild, wild, yeah
Wanna believe, wanna believe
That even when you're stone cold, you're sorry
Tell me why you gotta be so out of your mind, yeah
I know you're chokin' on your fears
Already told you I'm right here
I will stay by your side every night
I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah
I know you need, I know you need
The upper hand even when we aren't fighting
'Cause in the past, you had to prepare every time, yeah
Don't wanna leave, don't wanna leave
But if you're gonna fight then do it for me
I know you're built to love, but broken now, so just try, yeah
I know you're chokin' on your fears
Already told you, I'm right here
I will stay by your side every night
I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah
I know it's hard for you, but it's not fair
Going sick in the head tryna get you there
And I know it's hard for you, but it's not fair
It's not fair
I don't know why you hide from the one
And close your eyes to the one
Mess up and lie to the one that you love
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah
Ah
When you know you can cry to the one
Always confide in the one
You can be kind to the one that you love
Ah

It's all good and rosy

Tuesday, July 21, 2020
Secret War Journal[21 July 2020] But who will come to my aid?... Who will preserve my sanity? Who am I? What am I?...

If this is the last time

Thursday, June 25, 2020
Secret War Journal[25 June 2020]

Hey mom, I know
We're getting old
And the lines on our hands have changed
But you still look at me the same
Hey Mom, guess what?
You're really tough
And I know you did all you could
Just to make sure my life was good
Sorry for the fights and the tone of my voice
Sorry for the nights when I made the wrong choice
Life is flying by and it's hitting me now
I hope it's not but
If this is the last time please come close
I love you with all my heart, you know
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
Then let's do the things we always do
Like go to the mall and buy some shoes
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
Hey dad, what's up?
Miss you so much
Yeah, the shade of your hair is changed
But I look up to you the same
Taught me how to fish, taught me how to ride a bike
Taught me how to love, how to treat a woman right
Life is flying by and it's hitting me now
I hope it's not but
If this is the last time please come close
I love you with all my heart, you know
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
Then let's do the things we always do
Like go for a drive or watch the news
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
Hey you, sit back
Don't go so fast
If this is the last time please come close
I love you with all my heart, you know
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
So let's do the things we always do
Or maybe we try something brand new
I don't wanna cry, I'm bad at goodbye
If this is the last time
If this is the last time
If this is the last time
Oh
If this is the last time
If this is the last time
If this is the last time
Oh
If this is the last time

2020: Perfect Vision

Thursday, January 2, 2020
Secret War Journal[2 January 2020]


New year, new decade, time for perfect vision!

Goals:

  • Get AWS Solutions Architect Certification
  • Get driving license
  • Pass IPPT (as usual)
  • Get promoted
  • Read finish the book that I had been reading for the longest time
  • Blog more (Yes please)
  • Clear backlog for Instagram (Everything is in backlog, orz)