17 Jun 2008
It's amazing how people knows my birthday when I seldom mentions it, but the feelings great. Somehow, each birthday passes by and I will feel older, wiser yet again depressed haha, I overheard a project to create a fan fiction which i supported, can't wait to see it when it's done =D
Went out with Christopher Lim - the Lost Brother, Lai Yin, Jing Ting and Guan Hui. Was expecting a movie but nvm, still quite enjoyed, saw one guy playing the romance of three kingdoms, and i pity him, y fight zhu ge liang, sure lose one wad. Sad sad.
18 Jun 2008
Fun day, but got scolded by Mr goh in the morning, lol , bad omen, anyway, I completed the Flash Quiz and I'm proud of that fact..lol, I finally master one of the interactive functions of Flash CS3.yeeha!
4 July 2008
It's a new month with new horrors, Mr goh had recently announced that if we can't finish the project, it's bye-bye for the CCA. As things stand right now, I'm like in a tunnel and i see no end in sight. Things are seriously getting worse in my school and I do not know what to do until the reinforcement arrives.
Sad to say, I starting to find that I can trust no one in NCHS after finding out yet another lie from a friend I ONCE TRUSTED. Such lies exposed only lead me to flashback to what the Book of Prophecies wrote: "
In the day of the cleansing, lies will be exposed, truth revealed, your trust in them will be your un-doing"
One lie would not have led me to say this, but since the beginning of the year, I have dug out secrets and I can only say, I'm rather unnerved. My fellow
brotherarms,
WatchDog,
WDC, trust no one but our breathens in NCHS...................
...can't write anymore, I have been summoned by a higher authority...Over and Out
8 July 2008
Today has been a lousy day, I got invited to join the Chinese Orchestra. I do not know whether to accept or not. I have mixed feelings. On part of me want to learn music to have an additional skill which can be useful in the musical family of my best friend. Another part of me, want me to focus on one skill and skip this opportunity.
Whatever the case, currently, i'm declining the invitation til I am mentally prepared....
9 July 2008
Great news!
Today's my turn to read the chinese newspaper in front of the whole class, I got 14/20!!! Wohoo, lousy but gd enough :D
Then near to the end of the day, I just received news that My team and I got to Top 10 in a competition. Yay!!!!
10 July 2008
Oh man, today I almost did nothing for my project, have to buck up for tmr....
On the way home,, i saw Ms Chia, my former teacher... Wohoo...lol
21 July 2008 is the day for the Finals, nervous..haha....
11 July 2008
Today, Leroy snapped, he got pissed off by
some humans....
27 July 2008
Been rather busy this feel days, so this is why I didn't update this post for so long.
Anyway, recently alot of people around me going very depressed, if this is the period of depression? HAHA...anywya, i recovered from their influences thanks to a song called "I Say Yes" -ICHIKO, for some reason, that song makes me happy, maybe the anime is damn funny. LOL...Alot of homework, and I very long didn't play game leh, not even DOTA...zzz..Game of the Day is "ESCAPE" by ArmourGames...thank god I still managed to play a game or else i will wither in misery sia....
I actually can't believe so much things can happen in a week. WoW!!!
Haha, I helped emelia with her blog outlay and I must say she chose a veri nice template but it is rather restrictive but oh well...
4 August 2008
have been another busy week, my, my it is getting harder to post nowadays!
Anyway, I got trashed in DotA by my best friend Johnston, as expected. I always knew his skills were better than mine. Or well XD.
So many things has happened, so little time to tell them all. To cut it short, i hav several emoticons for MSN, just for laughs...haha
And, I going to make some animation in flash, dunno can convert to gif or not. Oh well.
Lookie at the time, cya!
6 August 2008
Good news today!
I just got news that I got a silver award in a competition..I'm like wow.....haha
A glorious day for a dark day. LOL..
Speaking of which, for some funny reason, i feel very depressed when in school today, i wonder why, maybe it is because i got reminded of the true happiness when i was in my primary school.
Ah PRIMARY SCHOOL, sweet bliss, i remember the old days where i was in primary six where we were seated in a group and we had fun like mad. Then when PSLE ended, wa, constant fun. Mmmmm....*sigh*...those days are over, now comes the sadness....lol
8 August 2008
Once more, Leroy and I are pissed again. I think I may hate him for the rest of my life. The hatred that built up was not so serious but this is it, he no longer is considered a human, heck he's now worse than bastard in my mind, don't want to remember such sad memories.
Anyway, today is the day that Olympics start! Wahoo!
And today's the eve of National Day. Something to be memorable for. Spend the enitre afternoon sleeping to relieve anger haha.
Had interview early in the morning, can say we screwed up -.-
I want to cry but the tears had teared over the years, Sad but no sign of emotion, angry but no sign of emotion, happy but no sign of emotion.
Slowly, my face becomes like a mask, show a fake emotion that suits the situation. Heck, even my laughter is mostly faked. I think the real laughter only appear when i talk with my old friends, watching nice anime and SOMETIMES at normal school life. Boy, secondary school life doesn't look bright at this part of the country. I want back, back at my previous place to study in a fun yet educational place. Not here, where people don't even have the heart to learn. Slowly, one by one physically near me fall to the darkness.
Unlike others, who are some naive, I have already known, there is no path back once you enter the darkness, there is no hope for the lost, why waste effort?
Of course, unless he or she is an important friend of yours then it will worth the effort. For my case, in that school. ROTFL. You understand what I mean.
For those who know what school I study in, know this[Important for primary kids]:
Don't enter my school, the rumours are true, for most anyway, the hopeless enters that school. WTH. If only i known that before I already choose that school.
Talked with my CCA teacher this morning too, the news he brought is so demoralising that I dun feel like doing le. Let's say i got bored. He obviously never heard of a quote, "Ask me to fight a war, I will run wild for a week or so, after that I'm wasted"
You know why I think like the guy who said that? More than often, I see no point in that project. WHY?
Very simple, flash, need installation. Deaf Association who has a slow internet and also pathetic coms. Will they have flash, or PLLLLLEASSSEEE! How naive can an adult be? Worse, the deaf who want to learn their ABC's, will they even know what the heck is NEXT?, BACK? PLAY? STOP? VOLUME?[they're deaf, god's SAKE!] & REWIND? FORWARD? .
God! Am I the only one with a right mind here? Are the people in my school even remotely mentally sound? Seriously,.......
Living here, makes me want to laugh and scoff at their naiveness, obviously people who believe in that humans are smart people. Well, let drop a bomb on your head by saying the truth of this world, humans are not smart, if they were, there won't be meaningless wars that achieve nothing in the end anyway, there won't be conflicts for the wrong reasons, there won't be a need for education. And most importantly, Earth would not be slowly dying from the effects of humans. *Roll eyes*.
I mean CRY OUT LOUD, humans may not be smart, but they do have intellect don't they, how come the humans physically around me are not acting like one? OHMIGOSH......
At this rate, i can see why Earth is doomed. It has been doomed long ago.......
12 August 2008
Lol, due to national day we had a school holiday for day, and worse, I wasted my three no school day on nothing, i did no work, practically played no games, watched no anime, gods know what I have been doing for the past three days.
Ok, i do have some memory of what I did.
On 10 August 2008, I went with my family and visited my late grandfather and my late blood mother. Tearful morning for me, I feel remorse but my cousins there cheer me up. But i soon become sad again. Once again, I remembered the good old days to become cheerful once more =p!
Well let's talk about today. =D
Well, early in the morning, Lai Yin is screaming around. I was like Oh mi god.....-.-, and i got lamed for the entire morning with Lai Yin becoming more and more lamee for some screwed reason =,=...And I got a file from Wei Ting, apparently for helping in the decorations, and cynthia scolded me a idiot for asking whehter it was for national day decoration. Maybe it is stupid to ask, but what's the harm in asking? XD...
Suppose to have oral then turn up to be false alarm, mine on thursday...lol oh well...BUT I STILL FIRST......Zzzzzz
Seriously, i'm extreme nervous at chinese oral....and that day also have MATHS TEST. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
13 August 2008
Today, is a scary day. i don't know why. Perhaps I lost all emotions. HAH.
16 August 2008
Marcus has been calling me recetly and I always away when he called me. XD .Then I tried to call back then he busy XD.
Today, I finally get in touch with him XD. Did a lot of catching up with him. Living so far from the east sure made me out of the loop easily.
Also, I want to kill Keller for telling him the stupid RUMOUR, gonna kill chris lim too since he started it.
Isn't it ironic that he say he suffering from what I did and I am evil after what he did to me in the first place. HAH, serve him right.
17 August 2008
Bright day to sleep. *YAWN* haha. Slept til 12pm today. Must be yesterday stayed up too late. Did some revision for Geography but couldn't remember any. *SIGH*
I feel a cloud of impending doom towards me and THAT'S BAD!
Wish me luck! ;-D
18 August 2008
Two exams today, chinese(hard) and english which my summary exploded....
Quite a fun day til after i switch this computer, Mr teo updated the header completely and now i have to relink everything!!!! =,=
Oh well, i grown smarter now, i wait til mr goh approve then i change all the files or else later waste all my efforts for nothing....
Wish me luck for tomorrow's paper! ;-D
21 August 2008
Today's Chem paper is super hard, and i took a entire day yesterday to revise. Sob...
Just encountered a funny thing:
Called Cynthia yesterday for answers for a chem worksheet, she said she would get from bao lin.
Then turns out that she couldn't find my home number. LOL
Haha, I didn't bother to call back, got scolded or rather er...complained about not calling back.
Sorry, too tired to be reminded that cynthia haven call me so i went to sleep. HAHA...lolz
S.S test was hard too....HOW TO SRUVIVE....
GEO A1 .YAY!!!!!!!!!
22 August 2008
Exams are finally OVVERR!
A.Maths Today, I got careless...T.T, total lost 9 MARKS. OMIGOSH!
Well let's forget about the tests. Seriously stressful....
Tonight, alot of people are online, must be all in the post-exams mood. HAHA
Played a game with Johnston and Keller while talking with Marcus, Cynthia and Jaytii. Very hard to mirco, if u ask me.
Marcus and Jackie(who later went online too) and Johnston all asked me whether I going back to Primary school next friday. I said I mostly going unless my school dismiss too late. WISH ME LUCK!
Even later in the night, Bao Lin went online....
Me last in Class 3D to went offline... XD
23 August 2008
Today very late wake up, ate lunch saw my mother went shopping with my little bro, then I ate lunch and went to library then head towards my grandmother's house.
Read books there til cousins come then we all get lamed by each other's jokes. XD
Missed these kind of days so hard to meet up nowadays. Reached home at exactly 9:10 on my clock at home. WoW!
25 August 2008
Phew! So much stuff has happened! wow!WoW!WOW!
In total, in common test, i got 6As!
So happy!
I also recently got Red Alert 3 Beta!
Fun game, but I'm a noob, need a trainer..Haha
Went to Jaytii's house with chris for project. I end up slacking(me in post-exams mood :p)
Oh well, another day wasted. Got scolded by father at night for using com. :p
26 August 2008
Man, my eating speed has decreased like CRAZY! So it wasn't just me.
In the past, among the others(Jaytii, chris and lai yin, guan hui and ponti), i always the first to eat finish. Recently, chris is the first.
Today, Went down to the canteen with dolly and cynthia to eat lunch. Can you believe it? They want to sit with stephanie! The fear aroused, haha. Anyway, later i found out that stephanie stop tourturing males le. PHEW! HAHA, me scared of her. Well maybe not anymore but still...
I WAS THE SLOWEST to eat finish. ....Zzz.....lol..need buck up...haaha
Today got checking of maths file, done it by recess then I got nothing to do, in fact all the way til i reach home still bored), so i go xuan cynthia to get things interesting since she also nothing to do le. :p
Christ just wasted my entire foolscap pad T.T oh well. He really didn't finish his homework. TskTsk.
In addition, I read Johnston's 3rd chapter for it was out two days ago!
It is in my blog too, go read it at "By fans" label.
Once again, Johnston has left us in suspense with its ending of the chapter. NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol.
Just read Emelia's blog too, alot of new pics out! :D...
This post is getting flooded so I decided to create another one for the next month, so watch out for it!
27 August 2008
Haiz, another day under assualt by cynthia....lol
Today is mass filing and MATHS DAY..omg....
I have 5+ periods of maths, it's just maths after maths...want to0 faint. Completed an enitre chapter in two days.
Did filing for Term 2 maths and physics too. Physics was easy, maths NO!
Tomorrow will have filing for chemistry. What will happen?
Xuaning of Cynthia part 2 ...lol
Pulled cynthia's hair in return for stepping on my leg with her weight! *Ouch!*
Apparrently, she used that excuse to step on me more..Zzzz, bad move...lol
Stayed at school til 4.30, and lunch so late too. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
Super hungry.....just now anyway haha. Then got amused about Chris and Lai Yin ..erm.."honey-talk" with each other. HAHA
Cya tmr :D!
28 August 2008
A happy day yet a rather stressed one too.
Today is the day my school is giving back report books!
I got 5A1s, 1A2s, and 2C5s. L1R5 is 10. Overall average roughly 74, as calculated by cynthia.
Wohoo, won beatrice at long last!
Haha....
But all goods things are often accompanied by bad things...
Today got scodled by CCa Teacher a total of 5 times...T.T
It was about a letter that Keller was asked to type out. end up the entire leader faction getting blamed for the delay of the completion of the letter. T.T
Anyway, today suppose to have Meet-the Parent Session. But my form teacher, Ms Lim called my father to tell him that there is no need to come. Then Ms Lim called cynthia's mother. I will left out a lot of pseronal detials but one thing's for sure, they talked for very long. I actually want to hear all but got scolded by my CCA teacher so i left. LOL
At the end of the day, we completed the letter(YES!Finally!) and I went home.
Did aboutus.swf for website stuff
Called cynthia on how to do Feature article(HW), turns out to be not much help but in some got help...lol
Recieved a total of $25 from my father for doing well, man, now i need to maintain this standard, wish me luck!
Quite happy now...lol
29 August 2008
Today's teacher's day! Got scolded by Mr Goh pretty badly too, i think i screwed there. Mishandled and misunderstood the situation. Well, guess i was too inflexible. you see, i thought the work i'm doing is due today but Mr Goh say got errors and I want to go Primary school to visit my teachers so today no time. Which results in a serious conflict of my princples. Sorry, I'm very touchy when it comes to my principles so when all of sudden the solution is to shedule a meeting with Mr Goh on wednesday. If you are good at imagination, you will see my shocked face sia. XD. I was like, WOW, can postpone, didn't such a solution also can. Well, who cares, it suits me. :P
Bohoo, my school delayed me for so long that I couldn't have time to return back to my primary school. Bohoo!, was thinking of meetng up with old friends. OH well.......CRY!
I headed towards home, demoralised very badly. On the way home, saw Bao Lin, Wei Ting, Jia Pei going into MRT station. Waved to them, they waved back to me. LOL
Nothing to do at home, so i went to play computer, but dunnoe what to play. surfing net halfway, cynthia went online. She introduced to http://orangeshark.com , emelia invited me before. But that time i was no as bored as now. Pretty desperate for some quick game so i actually join orangeshark. OMG..lol...anyway, turn out to be more fun than expected. so oh well...lol
Johnston went online at night, wohoo! played online games for the rest of the night.
30 August 2008
I feel very productive today. Very inspired to do work.Lol..must be cus i know today Johnston cannot online so i give up on gmaing for today.
Finished mass-editing of Helping Hands Website. Agenda REACHED for today! YEEHA!
Half-way, Mr goh actually apologise to me for scolding me that badly on Friday. Double WoW!. i'm surprised, wasn't really expecting a apologise. The effect was more Wow than whenever my father apologise. The feeling's strange.
Sadly, i didn't have time for personal projects progesses. Only helping Hands reached another milestone. T.T
Oh well, all for the best people and it's officially spetember Holidays! WOOT!
31 August 2008
Woah, what happened today, man? Got awakened by mother screaming in the house. Zzzz...want to sleep one sia.
Alot of people not in good mood today. Not for me, ME VERY HAPPY...lol, also dun noe why...maybe cus, wait there isn't a reason, i think i'm going nuts...lol
went online in the afternoon and did more work. Still in the work mood, you see.
Did credits. I want to watch movie at night so most likely not online at night. WHO CARES!? HAHA. Told you i was high.
Read Emelia's blog, she took KHS photos, didn't change much but made me miss KHS. SOB WAAA T.T.......
Today will the last entry for this post. Look out for the next post! TMR!
