Not meant to be

Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Secret War Journal[9 March 2011]
Indeed, the path I took is one that has no return.
I was given an opportunity to take a turn at another path. When I was shown the opportunity, I was thinking, someone was giving me the chance to see if kindness pays off.

Sadly, like so many times in the past, I had been proved wrong again. Kindness is not often appreciated, not only mine but others, in the end, you only let others hurt you. Figures why there are fewer kind people as years pass... most notably you...

Can't believe I got tricked by Loki again... no matter I think I got the message, what does not kill us only make us stronger, history had been trying to tell us, and this time it will be listened, and heeded.

And thus, has the path which was not a path converges back to the path that I was destined. Another step into the darkness...

I must had been a fool, to allow others to hurt me so many times through my own kindness. God pray that I do not allow them to happen again...