Nobody but me

Monday, July 19, 2021
Secret War Journal[18 July 2021]


Tried for weeks
nothing will losen the grip you hold
I’m learning your ways
oh you love keeping me on my toes

cuz theres no light
now there’s no sound
I guess I’ll howl alone
and you were light
now there’s no us
so who’ve we got to hold?

cuz there ain’t nobody, body
that’ll look at you all night
completely satisfied
and who won’t give the fight
nobody, baby
that will lay upon your chest
that’s giving you the best
no
ain’t nobody, body
that’ll look at you all night
completely satisfied
and who won’t give the fight
no body, baby
will lay upon your chest
that’s giving you the best
no
There ain’t nobody

we’re undone
both of us stubborn like a stone
taking a run
but something in me wants to crawl back home

cuz there’s no light
now there’s no sound
I guess I’ll howl alone
and you were light
now there’s no us
so who’ve we got to hold?




cuz there ain’t nobody, body
that’ll look at you all night
completely satisfied
and who won’t give the fight
nobody, baby
will lay upon your chest
that’s giving you the best
no
ain’t nobody, body
that’ll look at you all night
completely satisfied
and who won’t give the fight
nobody, baby
will lay upon your chest
that’s giving you the best
no
There ain’t nobody

We’re undone
We’re undone

cuz there ain’t nobody, body
that’ll look at you all night
completely satisfied
and who won’t give the fight
nobody, baby
will lay upon your chest
that’s giving you the best
no
ain’t nobody, body
that’ll look at you all night
completely satisfied
and who won’t give the fight
nobody, baby
will lay upon your chest
that’s giving you the best
no
There ain’t nobody

Never done

Monday, July 12, 2021
Secret War Journal[12 July 2021]

always do it on my own so I gotta get through it
and the only thing I know is to love what I’m doing
never give up never slow til I finally prove it
never listen to the No’s i just wanna keep moving

keep my head up when I act
head up that’s a fact
never looking back 
ima keep myself on track

keep my head up staying strong
always moving on
feel I don’t belong
tell my thoughts to move along

push myself to be the best
die with no regrets
live with every breath
see my message start to spread

and I had so many dreams
then you hit your teens
life ain’t really what it seems 
try to find out what it means

always do it on my own so I gotta get through it
and the only thing I know is to love what I’m doing
never give up never slow til I finally prove it
never listen to the No’s i just wanna keep moving

yea I put out all this art, its my only medicine yea
everything I do, im just being genuine 
I’m sick of being screwed, feel my own adrenaline
yea i do just what I do, and I hope you let me in let me in yea

I’m grateful 
oh yea
able
oh yea
I’m stable
oh yea
no label
oh yea

u know me
I have
only
a path
I’m lonely 
but damn
I’m going
to win

I don’t want no fake love
I want the real stuff
everybody listen up
cuz I’ll only say it once
I’m gon show you all the path
if you want it bad
I’m gon show you where it’s at 
yea how you can get it back

yea cuz I ain’t never done
I’ll be number one
working hella hard until I get just what I want
yea rise just like the sun
yea fatal like a gun
shooters gonna shoot and Im gon shoot until I’ve won

always do it on my own so I gotta get through it
and the only thing I know is to love what I’m doing
never give up never slow til I finally prove it
never listen to the No’s i just wanna keep moving

yea I put out all this art, its my only medicine yea
everything I do, im just being genuine 
I’m sick of being screwed, feel my own adrenaline
yea i do just what I do, and I hope you let me in let me in yea

I’m grateful 
oh yea
able
oh yea
I’m stable
oh yea
no label
oh yea

u know me
I have
only
a path
I’m lonely 
but damn
I’m going
to win