Showing posts with label Army. Show all posts
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King of Battle

Saturday, March 16, 2013
Secret War Journal[18 February - 6 March 2013][Long Post][Picture-Heavy]
Artillery is a vocation renowned as the King of the Battlefield. This can be seen in warfare where artillery shells decimate troops from afar. In addition to obliterating the enemy's morale, it also impedes their advancement.

As some of you had been informed, I went overseas during the month of February to March. Better known to the civilian world of Singapore as Exercise Battleking, it is the rite of passage for most artillery commanders to experience live firing.

Artillery Live Firing is certainly an experience that most Singaporeans would not be able to experience in their National Service. Thus, I should be honoured to be given the opportunity to not just participate in a live firing exercise but also be at the forefront of the firing guns. Subject to how one sees it, it was held at Thailand. During this period of time, the region is in summer season - hot, dry. With temperatures capable of reaching 42°C, it is the direct opposite of Exercise Thunderwarrior.

Prelude, Lord of War
"Never think that war, no matter how necessary, nor how justified, is not a crime." - Ernest Hemingway 

To allow for a smoother experience and conduct of the exercise, the command team scheduled for a simulated dry run locally, designed to refresh everyone's memory and familiarise with one another.

I found this to be useful. It provides us, weapon specialists, the opportunity to know the officer cadets that would be under our care during the exercise.

In addition to that, we were promptly briefed on our flight details and luggage submission. Once done, we are set to depart!

Ariel, Lord of Sky
A shoutout to Johnston: Thanks for taking time to send me off at the Airport despite the late flight timing! Really appreciated! :)

Man, I was actually expecting myself to be flying off to the Land of the Thousand Smiles via Singapore Airlines before the briefing. Imagine my disappointment when I heard we are going to take Thai Airways to Thailand. Do not get me wrong, Thai Airways is not bad but I just thought it was a little bit strange that Singapore soldiers are using foreign airlines for exercises. (Or is it? ;) Economic sense yes but what about National Pride?

Needless to say, I had a great time on the plane thought it was kind of annoying when they woke us up in the middle of the flight for a meal. Most of us were trying to catch some sleep as the flight was in the wee hours of morning.

Grinding Machine
Been asked to leave the plane because it has landed in Thailand was a painful experience for me. Firstly, it was a rude awakening. (Bear in mind that I was lacking sleep.) Secondly, I am not exactly fond of Thailand. Thus, at that moment, the plane was the last place that felt like I was still in Singapore. Childish, yeah. Still, I dragged myself out because it would not serve any purpose to make a scene at the airport.
Departing from the airport, we started a long bus ride to our temporary military camp during our stay in Thailand. Being a temporary military camp, one cannot expect living conditions as great as the ones in Singapore. The ventilation in the camp there is not great but it is bearable. At least I have a decent toilet (Hahas!). Boy, the feeling when you dread going back your main camp.

Going for the open shower was an awkward experience for me. Being the conservative me, I was not really looking forward to the shower. However, once I steeled myself and went for it, I realised it was not half bad. Given a pail and a scoop, I made my way to the common bath area. Like a scene from Japan, but without the scenery (XD), one will shower in the open, not cubicles. Surprisingly, after trying out their 'open shower' concept on my first night, I got this feeling that the living conditions here are better than my own camp (which is, of course, kinda weird, considering the better amenities at Singapore). Ouch, somehow that hurts more.

Aside from the showers, the cookhouse is pretty DIY style. You would wash your own plates, cutlery and cups after consuming your meals. A good practice but honestly, a hassle. I remembered the first time I headed for lunch and took a metal plate out of the rack, only to come into contact with a couple of spiders complete with spider webs. I was truly shocked and I just stood there after returning the plate where I found it (no way I am going to use that plate...) until some kind soul who finished his lunch passed me his clean plate. (Thank you, oh my god)

I wonder if it is still lying there or had it been cleaned by someone. Hmm...

Labyrinth of War
"We have been travelling through a cloud. The sky has been dark ever since the war began." - Black Kettle

After a couple of slow days, the war games officially begun. I cannot into much details but I would say this much. My experience out there in the wilderness was dominated by cuts and injuries. Heck, I emerged out from it with a lips infection. (Believe me, I find it hard to accept the fact that such things could actually occur. Nevertheless, many people were amused. Hahas)

The exercise was an eye-opener for me. While the tempo of this training exercise is lower compared to an active unit, timing is still essential. I found myself being pressured by the superiors to be ready by the stipulated timing. Such is the pressure during warfare as time is critical.

There were a lot of memorable moments during the exercise. There was one moment I broke contact with the vehicle in front of me because it was driving faster than mine. I got lost as a result. It was really a funny but humiliating moment for me and the driver as we, with the help of an officer, navigate to the correct spot.  (Hallelujah for maps and navigation training.)

One of the sugar cane trucks spotted during our movement around Thailand. :)
Anyone interested in hiking here? XD
It was also a great experience, spending time with the cadets (they are now officers, I presume. Hahas) If I am not wrong, this exercise allowed me to interact with all the officer cadets since I enlisted. During the exercise, they shared their experience of their training thus far. Officer cadets really must go through a lot more than us specialists huh?

Speaking of live firing experience, the opportunity to pull the trigger for the big guns is definitely not one to miss out on and I, of course, took it. After firing the gun once myself, I realised that almost no recoil could be felt at that seat. As strange as it may sound, I would rather it had some recoil. That way, at least you can feel as though you are actually shooting something. That said, the counter recoil mechanism for this machine is superb! (Evidently)
[That said, I became in charge of teaching the recoil mechanism to the next generation. LOL.]

After nine days of deprived sleep, Exercise BattleKing came to a close. I was quite amazed myself. (Previously, with this amount of sleep each night, I was wasted by the fifth day.)


King's Retreat
"Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into flame by another human being. Each of us owes deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this light." - Albert Schweitzer

Past the military matters, we celebrated the end of our overseas exercise with an End-of-Frame Dinner. I am not exactly sure why it was named so but I paid around ten singapore dollars for it. T.T
Paying this amount for dinner in Thailand means a lot and I would say I had expected more out of it. My dinner that night was a dinner that tasted like it was from the canteen based there. (Which was average?) in an air-conditioned room with loud music being played. (Maybe I paid more for this...)
I would admit that the songs were entertaining (amusing) initially, along with the singers and dancers, but it became quite annoying (pardon me) after a few songs.
In the end, I ponder if the money spent was justified. 

After the End-of-Frame Dinner, we adjourned to the canteen. Being the light drinker me, I decided to abstain from beer while the majority went to drink. Getting my daily dose of orange juice, my friends and I headed back. (Mm, that sounded pathetic. XD)
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With that, the recreational phase begins!
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Death Railway & Hellfire Pass (Day 1)
Hellfire Pass is a memorial museum on the Death Railway
Did not know there were bamboo in Thailand. Oops.
Are you kidding me?!
Tracks of the Death Railway
Bridge
Look at our eyebags. Oh god. Hahas!
Chill Baby, chill
Team Specialist!
View from the top. Woah! There are no fences stopping you from falling!
Waterfall? Where did this come from?
Guess no one followed the instructions.
Not sure if what train is this.
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Zoo (Day 1)
My lunch
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Snake Zoo (Day 2)
Looks great but the spoons and forks were dirty. :O
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Floating Market (Day 2)
Try their Mango sticky rice!
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Future Park Rangsit (Day 2)
Our final destination. However, due to an unexpected tire fault on one of the buses, we reached the shopping mall late. As a result, we had only around 15 minutes to explore (which is not a lot since it is one of the biggest mall in Asia)

I am sorry that I do not have photos for this place, was rushing around like crazy. Hahas!

Our final meal in Thailand before we departed for Singapore was KFC, surprisingly. Hahas!

Home sweet home! I had a lot of fun during my time at Thailand. It was a little like 'Work hard, play hard' kind of thing. Still, I would say once is enough, going again would kill the fun since the places I go, the things I experience would be largely the same.

This concludes my adventure in Thailand, hope you guys enjoyed it! :)

"Only the dead have seen the end of the war." - George Santayana

Credits: thycursed (Pictures on ExBattleKing), BoQing (Pictures during R&R)

What it means to be a Gunner

Sunday, December 23, 2012
Secret War Journal[21 December 2012]
The fabled doomsday. While people were worrying whether the conspirators were right about 21 December 2012 being the end of the world, a small group of people were readying themselves for a parade that most of them had been looking forward to. The 13th Specialist Cadet Graduation Parade. After around 5 months of training to become a specialist, I have finally joined the ranks of many others to become a specialist.

March Pass, saluting to Chief Of Army, Singapore

No one said it was going to be easy. I had no illusion. There was much hardship. Like someone once told me. Life without challenge is without meaning. I hate to admit it but that is indeed true.

Suppose I were to attend the course and everything was smooth sailing for me in every manner, I think that me would had taken the role and responsibilities of being a specialist for granted. In addition, I would not feel proud to be part of the specialist family.

In fact, my course was not as easy as everyone else thought it would be. As some of my social circles would know, I am not exactly a very physically fit person. During my course, I was that close to failing it because I was having difficulty doing chin-ups then. Until now, I am not really sure why the number of pull ups I could do just fell by so much in the span of one week. I am guessing I had a really bad case of muscle fatigue.

It was through the help and support from my room mates did I manage to pass it in time. Thank you guys! For suffering with me and participating in physical training at night when it is your break time. ^^

When I passed the physical aspect hurdles of the course, it is time to concentrate on the technical details of my course. From carrying a heavy round (as heavy as a human being!) to sweating non-stop in the unforgiving sun. I would not say this is a kind of job that others imagine working in for the majority of their life. But hey, that is what I was tasked to do, and did we had.

Thus, it was with great pride that the lot of us graduated from the parade as specialist. If you were to ask me if I rather do something else in the army, I think it is likely I would stick to my guns. After all, once a gunner, always a gunner. Man, I am such a sucker. Hahas!

"Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts." - Winston Churchill

Combined Arms Term Goals

Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Secret War Journal[December 2012][Updated 21 December 2012]
  1. Survive
  2. Recover from foot rot 
  3. Meet up with Jie Sheng
  4. Meet up with Meldon
  5. No guard duty on 15 December 2012
  6. Have so much fun, its criminal!
  7. Pass out!

While I am enjoying, you will not be left behind! ;)

Roti Prata House

Saturday, November 17, 2012
Secret War Journal[9 November 2012]

What better to celebrate the end of a short outfield exercise with a eat-out together with your section mates? :)

 I would say the pratas are really crispy, as advertised. Hahas!

The price for the normal roti prata - Plain and Egg are average though their speciality pratas are really costly. I tried one, the Chicken Floss Prata and it cost $4. T.T

In fact, I find the cost not exactly justified. It is funny when my friends can buy so many more pieces yet still paid less than me. Hahas!

Still, it was a nice supper with my section mates. :)


"You better cut the pizza in four pieces because I'm not hungry enough to eat six." - Yogi Berra

Artillery Specialist Course Wishlist

Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Secret War Journal[October 2012 - December 2012]
I finally thought up of some things to aim for during this course. :P
  1. Survive
  2. Pass IPPT / Obtain Silver for IPPT
  3. Pass SOC
  4. Pass General Knowledge Test
  5. Get posted into a good unit

Storm of Sand

Saturday, November 3, 2012
Secret War Journal[3 November 2012]
Today, I just attended a gathering with my army friends that I had made during my initial enlistment period.
 I think it had been close to 4 months since I last met some of them. I would say that apart from the length of their hair, they hardly changed. Hahas!

Even though not all of us could make it for the gathering, there was still a good number of us who managed to make it. (Cannot blame anyone since it is truly very difficult to get everyone to be present for such a big number of people. I feel your pain, organiser!)

St. Games
For this cohesion gathering, we came to a video game cafe named St. Games @ the Cathay.

To be frank with you guys, this is my first time coming to this Cafe. My initial thoughts when I first reached the place was that the cafe looked as though it did not have enough space. In the past, you would not had required a lot of space to set up a cafe that allows customers to play video games. You probably just need to get a decent monitor and a couch for them to sit comfortably in.

Now, times had changed. Consoles now possess motion gaming capabilities. Technologies such as Xbox Kinect and Wii means that players need more space for us to move about. Thus, we certainly need more room for console gaming.

In addition, players are no longer satisfied with normal screen size. If I were to pay to play console games outside (rather than playing at home), I would expect the screen size to be much larger to improve my gaming experience. Sadly, I found the screen sizes in the cafe quite average, nothing special. It is not small, I would say it is decent but definitely not a plus point for gamers to come play instead of playing at home with their friends.

Another point to note would be the high charges for the usage of the cafe which one of my friend pointed out that it was not really value-for-money for short periods of gameplay. I cannot disagree on that.

In its defense, I really like their free flow of a great variety of drinks. :)
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Just Dance 4
One of the new games I played there was Just Dance 4! It is a Xbox Kinect game which support 4 players.

Comparing to Dance Central, I would say it supports more players? (I don't know about Dance Central 3 because I had not played that yet, hahas!) That is a plus point for Just Dance 4 because it is a in better footing for party games where 4 of us could play together in a dancing battle.

However, I soon realised thata lot of space is really required for a great gaming experience. For such a game, the room we were in was actually considered relatively small. (Dang, Kinect just have to need so much space!) There were moments when not all of us could be identified in the game as there was insufficient space for all of us  to stand in. Not to mention the hilarious moments when some of us swooped places in the game as they detected erroneously that the original player 2 was player 3 and vice versa. This could be a technical limitation of the Kinect though, not the game I believe.

Just Dance 4 lost in terms of its graphics. It is just too 2D (I believe it was the intention but sometimes I cannot stand it, hahas!) Dance Central's graphics are much pleasing to the eye, I would dare say.

"Men do not quit playing because they grow old; they grow old because they quit playing." - Oliver Wendell Holmes


After having fun playing in St. Games, the original plan to have dinner with them. However, I just found out that my grandmother had been admitted to a hospital. As a result, I left early to visit my grandmother.

As far as I know, she is still there but she is doing fine.

"Age is not a particularly interesting subject. Anyone can get old. All you have to do is live long enough." - Don Marquis

Big Guts

Sunday, October 14, 2012
Secret War Journal[14 September 2012]
Woah, I hardly could find time to blog nowadays. Funny how that actually sounds. I am now able to go home on Friday nights instead of Saturday morning and I still go back on Sunday nights yet time seems to move ever faster.

I guess I am really growing older. Only old people think time passes faster despite given the same amount of time.

Anyways, this is a short update on my life in army thus far.

I am failing my physical test again. One of a kind, I would say. I am not really sure the reason myself but it happened after I over-exerted my muscles on my first day there.

My strength had went downhill since then. Sometimes, I wonder if I contracted the muscles-destroying virus that one of my former section mates had then. I hope not.

I sure hope I can pass the physical test in one month. That is the time frame given to me by my superiors before I officially fail the entire leadership course. Definitely not a pretty sight. Let's see how sheer determination leads me to, huh?

I hope I can answer to you.

4 times denied
Just yesterday, I had a outing with Jie Sheng, Siew Yan, Bao Lin, and Cynthia. It had been a month since I last saw them. I must really emphasize - Time really flies! 

The original plan was to have some nice dim sum at Ajunied but the plan fell apart mainly due to my fault (and I was the organiser, how great is that?)

Bad things happened to me when I try to reach a place. Most specifically, it started when I want to visit my mum.

First, it all started on Friday morning. The outing was finalised on Thursday. I decided that since the venue was at Ajunied, I could go early myself on Saturday and pay my Mum a visit. I thought of that when I woke up on Friday morning early. Shortly after I decided to do it, I came down with a bad runny nose. I dare say the runny nose ruin my entire day. There were actually moments I thought I would be sick. (Meaning I would have to also cancel the outing altogether, now wouldn't that be sad?)

Second, was the moment I decided to carry out the plan anyways, since I woke up kinda early on Saturday and my nose no longer was acting up. At that moment, my family decided to use the washing machine (when I am the one who normally uses it on Saturdays), causing considerable delay to me since I had to wash my clothes after theirs. (In fact, I was so late I cannot visit my mother before the agreed time to meet the rest)

Third, my nose acted up again. I thought to myself then, it is okay. I can always visit after lunch, since it is near the place anyways. Straight after that, I sneezed and well, my nose acted up again.

Last, Siew Yan decided to change the venue, since I was so late. I guess it is fate. Funny when I sort of give up, my nose recovers. I wonder what is the intended message? I think I do not really want to know.

Why did I suffer so for something that should be my right? Must I be deprived the only few comfort I have in life?

Unseen
Another stupid moment occurred to me on Saturday as well.

I had a short mini heart attack when I left my house and headed for the bus stop. It was the same bus stop that I alighted from last night yet only now did I notice there were 2 bus stops on the same side of the street. I certainly felt quite mind-blown at that moment. Why didn't I see the second bus stop yesterday? I guess I was just too tired huh?

Everything went quite smoothly after this with minimal obstacles given to me. Thus, I reach the destination: Mad Jack in one piece, relatively unharmed (I guess?)

At that point, I realised how long since I last met them. Wow, I just have to say this again, it had been one month.

They had all consumed their lunch, save me. I am so late that I have to eat lunch alone while the rest of them just continued to chat. I have to thank Siew Yan and Bao Lin who ordered some dessert hence avoiding a awkward situation where everyone would stare at me eating. Hahas! I felt kinda bad though, Siew Yan should be saving money but I am indirectly causing her to spend more money. :S
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After lunch, we proceeded to go shopping! It is time for me to resume my wardrobe renewal once again! At the same, the retail therapy would help. :P

While trying out clothes at some point of time, Siew Yan have to leave. Hmm, I did not get to bid goodbye, how not courteous of me. :O

Anyways, I bought a hoodie and a blue shirt. In the end, I did not get to buy a pair of pants. Dang! Sigh.

Life is about...

Sunday, September 23, 2012
Secret War Journal[23 September 2012]

Change
I would be lying if I were to deny this. Things around us are always in flux.I am no different.

The first (official) week in my new camp has just ended. I cannot say I enjoyed my time there.

It is quite a culture shock there. The change is immense. The privileges that we took for granted come crashing on us as it is suddenly taken away from us.

On the bright side, the food there is much nicer. In terms of variety, at least. I hope it lasts. (So this is an example of how funding matters, huh?)

I hope I can adapt to the changes there.

(Did you know the Burger King that we all used to mug at in Raffles City Shopping Mall is no more? It is now replaced by KFC. Guess, it will be always in our memory, how we crazily studied there, having lots of laughter and fun discussing the questions and just chilling, sometimes. Hahas!)

Hope
What is living without hope?

Despite the harsh awakening to the changes in the environment of where I mostly sleep in now, there are still things to be happy about.

It is often through tough times that we can relate to it after the whole ideal. Perhaps we could even smile on how far we achieved from persevering.

Not to mention, my best friend, Johnston who helped me to stabilise my mentality. I think I would had gone insane (like dangerously insane, not insane in a hilarious manner) from all negative thoughts in my  head.

Meeting Qi Xiang and Meldon just to chill and unwind also helped a lot.

Shereen seems to be her normal cheerful self. Not bad! Hahas! I guess it is important to live your life to the fullest, no matter how bad the situation is. After all, we each have only just one life. Live life to our fullest and have no regrets. =)

Disappointment
Neither am I a stranger to this.

Seriously, who is not expecting conscription to be anything but disappointment anyway?
With hope, comes disappointment.

I had since decided I am not going to care. After all, I am inherently selfish (as do all humans). If they don't care, I would not too. 

Have fun, and adieu.

Irony
Yet we still hope, despite the obvious flaws it has.

Sometimes I wonder we are idiots or not.

An author once said that Friends are meant to be hurt. If you do not know this, you do not know friendship.

Most of us would be appalled by this sentence initially. But think carefully on the sentence, who can really say this is absurd? How many times had you hurt your friends? Whether intentionally or by accident?

Humans are selfish people. No matter how much people may try to deny, the fact that they have friends reveals much. Do they make friends for other's sake or their own?

My friend, I believe the answer is plain enough, I need not elaborate.

We are just hurting each other. Does that make us horrible creatures? Perhaps.

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." - Robert Frost

Gunnery origins

Thursday, September 13, 2012
Secret War Journal[12 September 2012]
Life sure is amusing sometimes.

I am now one quarter done with my term as a conscript for the nation. With the completion of my Foundation Term last week, I had also reviewed my Wishlist for it. From the looks of it, it is actually quite disappointing. :(

Despite the fun I had during my time there, I was not able to achieve much of my personal goals. I guess a balance had to be struck, huh? To have fun, one must sacrifice achievement. Of course, in certain cases it is possible for both to co-exist but one have to admit that certain things require sacrifices.

So where am I headed to now? Having deflected a job offer to be a lone wolf, I am now a member of the group who are responsible for raining death on the battleground.
To be frank with you, I do not really have any idea what to expect from this new course. Despite the briefing I had today this morning, I left the place not knowing any more than when I enter. The main reason is due to the fact that they had not published the timetable and even if they did, they would only release two weeks' worth of it. How agonising is that?! Argh, that does make my blood boil.

(I certainly hope they realise that people cannot really buy into your ideology when you give so little information about it.)

Nevertheless, however sad the conditions the place there is right now (let's not talk about it), I am on this ship now. No point trying to sink it when it would cause my downfall too, I rather see it port safely at the end of its journey.

As aforementioned, since I do not have much information, I guess I will not come up with a list of goals for it just yet. Not until I know about it, anyways.

What I do know is that there would be more physically demanding lessons to be overcome. Goodness gracious, I wonder how I am going to survive all this...


On an another note, after coming out of my new camp, I met up with Keller for a quick catch-up. He just came back from overseas for his exercise and would be going for another soon. Boy, his life sure is packed!

I went to try out the Pepperlunch at Compass Point. It was definitely a new experience though I still feel a bit awkward watching them prepare the food in front of me. I cannot help but feel cheated. I mean that's it?! Man, I thought the preparation was more sophisticated. Hahas!

Gary came to join us later on. (Hmm, more like we join him later but details details... tsk tsk.) Apparently, he is in the same field as me but I could had sworn I never see him this morning. Dang, I must be dazed the whole day! (Maybe that explains why I feel as though I learnt nothing today. :O)

Lastly, guess what? I bought a Samsung Galaxy S3 travel charger. Best part? I don't own a Samsung Galaxy S3. I would bet many people would start screaming Then why the heck you bought one?! Unfortunately, their charger is the only non-usb charger for Android phones which is the only kind accepted in army installations. It costs a bomb too T.T (so this is what the allowance are for...)

On the civilian side, examinations are coming... mid-term tests, preliminary tests, A levels. It would be quite quiet on my side for a while, having no one to talk to since almost all my close friends are studying... male or female... Either they are pursuing degrees, diplomas, A levels or overseas.

Guess the next few month would be tough. Regardless, I shall survive!

"It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light." - Aristotle Onassis

24 ≠ 24

Wednesday, September 5, 2012
Secret War Journal[5 September 2012]

I had just completed my second 24km route march! It sure completed quite late this time. I guess it was due to a lack of practice since my graduation from my basic military training 2 months ago.

So it is now around 6am in the morning the day after we started the route march. I guess it is about time for breakfast so I would only sleep after breakfast? Sigh, I cannot believe that I did not sleep for last night. Woah!

I would admit, though, that the route march was not as painful as the first attempt. This could attributed to several reasons. Firstly, we were not adversely affected by downpours which made abrasions highly likely to occur. Secondly, I am considerably more prepared for the route march, in terms of preventing injuries, than the first one. This is due to the fact that I decided to use lubricants around the joints where abrasions often occure to prevent such incidents from happening during the route march, making the experience quite unbearable near its completion.
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However, one usual gripe I had regarding the conduct of the route march (as always) would be the fact that it is so difficult to calculate the distance that we had marched. There is suscipions that we had marched around 28km, like the previous time instead of the intended distance. Sigh...
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P.S: I typed this in pure darkness, it was indeed quite challenging. Though it would seem that I had memorised the positions of the characters on the keyboard. :O Hahas!

"Try not to become a man of success, but rather try to become a man of value." - Albert Einstein

Foundation Term Fin

Sunday, September 2, 2012
Secret War Journal[2 September 2012]
SCS Foundation Cert

Time passes almost twice as fast since University started for the rest of my peers who do not have to serve the army.

This coming week would be my last week of my Foundation Term, barring anything bad happening to me.

Throughout the entire Foundation term, I had experience new things, granted those are things that I would not try if I had a choice but nevertheless enriching, such as a variety of weapons and simple survival skills. I believe the most important thing to take away from the course would be the ability to be independent to most (though life in army taught me little of it, God and my parents had taught me well, to the point that army life instead cause me to be less independent...) and life skills on management of people.

Despite that, I cannot hope but feel that conscription had not helped me in anyway. Lift in army had caused me to become even lazier than before, partly due to my fatigue from army (an act I solely hate as I felt as though I wasted my time sleeping and lazing around instead of working on personal projects, improving myself or simply unwind). In addition, it made me spent more (I used to be a spendthrift...). Every month, I stress over how much I need to save and how much I fall short of from my budget. All these add on to unnecessary psychological stress. Which frustrates me, given the fact that I am so used to control. 6 months since enlistment yet I still cannot understand the need for all this. Defending the country, yes but is this necessary? I remain unconvinced. Regimentation instill discipline? Nope, it is proving to cause just the opposite to me.

Hence, while I would say I enjoyed my Foundation Term, I dare say, I learnt nothing much of importance. Life skills, yep but I learnt more from my leadership appointments during my education. Interpersonal skills? Again, there are more opportunities in school than a confined space. Managing stress, I believe the answer is obvious.

Sometimes, I really wonder, why are people emphasing that military life could you teach you so much when it cannot? Just admit it is to defend the nation, no one would blame you. Because it is the truth, do not add 'bonus' to it when it cannot realise those vision to all individuals, leaving them disappointed...

(Update on 3 Sept 2012: Today, we were asked to list down the things we learnt from the entire Term. Curious, given the time, I wonder if they read my post the day before? Hahas, unlikely though there is an remote possibility. 

So, to give this post a little better balance, I would list down some things I had learnt:

  1. I learnt how teamwork really helps to accelerate the speed of getting things done, allowing people to enjoy the process, and improving the efficiency of the work.
  2. Army training reinforced the fact that communications are highly important. Too many times had many of us felt frustrated due to conflicting orders.)


"He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would suffice." - Albert Einstein