Well...what can I say? I wished that I started blogging today on a happier setting but we all know that's as good as impossible these days...
Well...we all do as we must and so I shall continue...
Things I left out in the last post
I wanted to Post about my visit to Jackie's House but we will save that for another day(when I'm in a better mood than today, which may well never come...)Interesting Snippets of Informations recently
Well, that's one way of getting happier (since I guess when you feel better, you get happier easier, I think.)
Well, my family hardly ever says thanks. Maybe none at all. Or none sound sincere to count anyway.
My house is like a stage, a place to act. So you can say my family are all hypocrites. (maybe I, myself, am one too)
The 'peace' at home is like an mirage. Hatred between each other. I'm not surprised you threaten me so.
Tsk tsk, the more you threaten me so, the more you prove to me that you stand to lose more than me.
The merits you told me in maintaining such a show is pathetic and pales in comparison in facing the truth.
You say we should not judge based on Pros and Cons, gains and losses. Well, too bad, I'm a practical person.You didn't know? What a shame.
Funny that you treat me like an idiot when I'm smarter than you. Ironic, I would say.
And so far the results are not bad (save my current mood.), they left me alone at home. Finally, some freedom since last week! Not a bad course of action to execute since I can regain my old peaceful life before a certain someone dragged me into this mess because 'they think a family should be together'.
Funny you said that when you say the Family is already in pieces, and you claim this is my bloody fault.
This rift, this existence of camps did not even involve me until you dragged me in. To what end?! To place the blame on me? That just proves what 'nice' family I have got here.
You think I'm very forgiving? Then perhaps the years you spent me were for naught. You should known better. Since when I let thing lay as it is? Fool.
I swore and I do not have a single regret. One day ...I intend you to be rapid the wrongs you did to me tenfold. And everyday the stage threatens to tremble, that day draws nearer.
You think I won't walk this path, huh? Wrong. I will not suffer as much losses as you would(though you would think otherwise, I'm not longer the old leroy you knew, fool. The things that you think I'm afraid of losing are nothing compared to what you shall suffer.). And that's some-what enough to have your own taste of the very hell you forged.
Of course, if the stage stabilises, don't think yourself safe. I intend to see it so.
It's always someone else fault, never yours. And you say that I'm just trying to pass the blame? If the family is breaking into even smaller pieces then it was before, shouldn't the blame be on the head?
Of course, you could say that these words are said in a fit of anger. Whether that's true, we shall see(as shall I)...
